. . What is solitude? ...
~ If you're staring at people. The whole time, because you look different. Because you think differently than them. Because you're different.
~ If you're an outsider. Because you have defined yourself, because you wanted to understand himself. When the world in you zuwammenbrach before your eyes. Like a Kartenhüttchen. If you see the world full of hate and pain. And then when you return, you're all alone. Like a sad clown who is stared at by everyone. And no one understands why his make-up runs. You'll laugh again, but for them you remain an outsider.
~ If no one is able to understand you. Your philosophy, your thoughts. If none of your eye sees. For them, you'll be a sad child who stares into the void with his blue eyes. They ask from you what your words mean. What does that because ... your shattered dreams? What are these chips, you have in your hand? What do you mean to me tears of blood from your wrists? ... If they ask and try to think, instead of silence and try to feel . If represent the feelings of your life, not the banal thoughts. They'll never understand. Purely because you do not fit into their grid boxes. Because you are different.
I am different, and requires no more , accept and be accepted. I do not want including . I can only feel my thoughts are my feelings. But that's true loneliness. My loneliness. Do not be understood. If there is no one who knows how to think my thoughts and my way to feel. The feel this way can not. If there is no one who accepts you, as you are. Then you are lonely. And I agree, to be lonely - after all, is better, but to adapt and personality simply resolve to lose. Loneliness is better than if you just adapt. I will never adapt, only to arrive well in others.
. .. If no one understands you ... because you're different ... can you imagine what it's like ???.. .
[lost fish]
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