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Merry Christmas

Allen read the blogs a Merry Christmas and I guess most are like me lying around at home and can not move and pray that the food is finally digested by the last two days, or many alcohol-it finally disintegrated.

And here are some impressions of the Alster:








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Jeremi Titus or how my adventure course looked

unbelievable how every 14 days or at least mostly, so I went back to Krefeld on Friday.
precaution, for the holiday season is going so right, I had the first time a seat reservation, since I had last time, hardly found a place.

But to my surprise the train was quite empty, well, well. I found my car, my compartment and was wondering where is for my reservation. Nix. Well seat was free. After 10 minutes of the announcements that no reservation was provided CD, and so the train crew not a booking Dinger Print could. Well well, the passengers were asked to give the reserved seats.

At this time there had indeed been gescheint and cold wars almost 7 ° C but everything was normal.

Sunday:
vorsogrlich I look back on the internet how much time my train will have. NRW seems cut off from the outside world as it is reported on the radio ^ ^ Dusseldorf Airport has also been made already tight. To my surprise, drove my car and should have only 5 minutes late. Should.
Well on the platform were different messages. Trains did not travel at all, a train to Berlin, after 2-hour delay to stop in Duisburg, my train was only 5 min then warn the announcement Anfangd he 13 and he again repeated the announcement suddenly 30, another train to HH had 90 min delay

etc. And why? Because 15cm powder snow and -10 ° C, the entire railway system in North Rhine-Westphalia brought to a standstill. Turnout could not move because of the Unmegen of powder snow (and it was really powder snow, because our snowball fight could not take place because we managed not snowballs, so gabs ne powder snow battle ^ ^)

suddenly But after only 20 minutes late the train was simply no announcement on the adjacent track, well well I thought and ran to my car. 253. But at 254 the train to stop there Oo have not yet had my car tuned hanged in Switzerland thanks to God Oo was also the train is relatively empty and I got a seat.

The train went from short, stopped suddenly drove Oberhausen. How Oberhausen confused I looked around, I was up in the wrong, actually would have been eating turn, then Bochum and Dortmund. Then the saving announcement that we have to go another way NEN, Essen and Bochum also seem to cut off be of the civilization. After just over an hour we covered the 30km between Dusiburg and Glesenkirchen (next stop). But we went on, so I got when I was in HH 105 min delay, but had said the housekeeper said, would force majeure naja Ticket refunds will be there, but we might as well be happy that We were sitting not in the later trains would sometimes up to 3 hours late. Yes thank you.

And then Munster Jermei Titus with a Game Boy addict father, uncle, mother, and yet another 3 children came on the train. The baby screamed really hours, the children ran past me my arm constantly scaled most of the rest, so I had to sit by the window. Even my very loud set iTouch brought little relief. But eventually took Jeremi on Tariffs and officials who became his friend bster, his sisters were sleeping and we could hear was the beeping from the Father of the Game Boy from time to time called "Jeremi Titus now hold times the door I want to die here." ;

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Two and a Half Men

A new passion was born:) I am now at the 3rd Season of Two and a Half Men arrived and still addicted. Season 4 +5 are already on the shelf and wait on it to be seen. It all started only , it's because Saturn had this offer 9.99 euros per season: (Well, and say that I found myself in a little shopping spree I have that I now already have almost all the presents and I also have a little did my new little digital camera. Sony ES 55 (also on sale;))




Otherwise there is not much new. I am pleased that merlin mind has finally found the way her: D So welcome to the LJ: D

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lina_ame @ 2009-12-12T23:23:00

What is worse? The new wounds that hurt terribly? ... Or the old ones, which refuse to heal?
us remember how we once were.

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lina_ame @ 2009-12-12T18:05:00

Hey.
I'm a fucking loser, the old days chasing. Our little unplanned photo shoots. And reconstruct einzellne every day. As if what it takes.
And ask me again, what would be, if . And come to the same conclusion again and again. If would then nothing. It never worked. So why not pursue? What hunt? There is nothing.
a sad nostalgia. The attempt to retrieve something. Something that I myself zuerstört have. I gave up everything for this new love. For this new happiness. And I have no regrets. And that is a lie. I have no regrets, because I stole something new, what's better for me. Someone who loves me just as ruthless. Only one of the doomed. Sooner or later.
I'm broken lives. I try to give everything, the person I care about most anything. I try to make these people happy. But I'm just doomed. For I am made for any relationship. I would give anything to get it be. But I'm not. Your happiness, that's not me. I will destroy anyone who dares to hope. Sorry as I also do, I'll never make it to make you happy. Because everything is impermanent.
And you're one of them. Hunt for memories. Trying to retrieve atmospheres. But you know it, as it was in the beginning, it never will be. We are happy because we are so unlike us. We'll win though, not to somehow make each other happy. But eventually we will fail. And I hope for you, and only for you that you'll see your heart is not in vain again in splinters on the ground, I hope so much that I do not let it fall by accident, you know how clumsy I am. But I have learned. And I will guard you, as I have not managed to herd the other heart. To put it to you sometime when the time is right to return intact.
Mine is in ruins. And everyone finds a piece of it with her. You have the rest of the puzzles together I could not. And keep it, I will not be able to use. Just throw it away in your not despair, as so many have made. Keep it because it's all I can give you. Me, complete, all that's left of me. And if you wonder why you have me so incomplete, so remember, that I like to give away a little bit for everyone, but you're the only one who wants me quite yet. And so you get everything there from me. I owe you. For your love. For you, as complete as ever. You are so totally that I will never break up. And I've learned. How to deal with people. They should be stored so that they do not break when one careless move. One should guard against them and to care for them. So that if someone else wants them, they remain entirely unused. You stay your privacy completely. I will not torment some point because I have destroyed you.

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lina_ame @ 2009-11-26T14:30:00

I want nothing more that I could still do after all?
yourself to hope for something is not allowed.
to forgive yourself is not allowed. Suffering is not allowed.
speech is not allowed. Look is desired.
breathe I could be quiet. And my heart would stop beating.
I could just disappear from the world if I wanted. From your forget literally if I could.
I can not do more. Remember
not.
say something, no. But if I could, I'd love to. You simply want the best.
I wish, You could have never met. Never talked to me. One would never have imagined the other, you could have done was never written. We would never walk together. We would have never kissed. I would never have stolen one and a half years of your life. I would never leave you. And you never hurt. I never kissed someone else but you. never hurt.
But I will not. I can only hope. That I am you stopped caring.
I wish I could somehow make amends. But that is not allowed. Nothing is allowed.
Do everything to be happy. And love. Just as it is to me no longer allowed.
Happy Birthday.

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Rules

[Type your answer to each of the above questions into Flickr's search. Using only the images that appear on the first page, choose your favorite and copy and paste each of the URLs into the Mosaic Maker (3 columns, 4 rows) 8D ... Enjoy!]


first First Name
second Hometown
third Favorite Food
4th Favorite Color
5th Celebrity Crush
6th Favorite Drink
7th Dream Vacation
8th Favorite dessert
9th What I Want To Be When I Grow Up
10th Something I Love In The World
11th One Word That Describes Me
12th My nickname

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being ill sucks!

I am now at home since Wednesday and slowly walk me after all, ever so far good that sometimes I can sit at the computer. However much I sleep great and I still nasty body aches, but since paracetamol helps quite well. Otherwise, I only have

increased Values and thus "only" caught a virus infection `me I was carried off.

I got only increased temperature and not a "real" fever, the doctor saw it on antibiotics and said only, naja vll takes a few days longer, but your body manages the already well alone. I do not know him if I should be grateful there or not. At least I eat, thanks to my parents a lot of fruit, and soups:)

Thanks also again to Janice, who has taken the initial treatment and has brought me juice and soup, or I would surely die of thirst!

So now I will have me roll back onto the couch:) God is the TV sucks!! I am glad I still have

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series on DVD This is the question;)

morning I do know and I mean to be nicer than the normal flu, and after all I have to vaccinate not leave me, my body is wiel then immunized; )

Always think positive, where are my paracetamol?

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I've indulged no idea how much time a few years Jack Wolfskin jacket. I think that must now be 7 years old already so beautiful and oh I still fit inside: P But I

before 2 Moanten the zips on my jacket in the Jakce broken, so I reintüddlen fpr the winter there has to not to freeze.

So today I was a JW ask outlet store in the city by what you doing there can.

A super nice guy (so around 50;)) my oh yes we can certainly do something, pulled out a box of zipper to the right out of my jacket and fumbled the since in tends to explode on the jacket, beaming me and said that, please make € 70.81. I smiled back and asked you also take American Express? He just laughed and said "No, no, go to the house for you," I should only pay attention the next time you buy jackets on it, on it that Jack Wolfskin ^ ^

is super nice there and I am still hopefully a few more years happy with my jacket on the way: D

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Windows 7

Soderle now it is at last so far I have Windows 7 and have now bought almost once an hour until everything was needed. install

driver was not an issue, because Windows 7 has it all detected during installation, so I only had to enter my provider data and hey presto everything worked: D

Only just my bookmarks I had forgotten to update, too bad stop, but I had saved an older version and have now taken them and fill them once again the days: D

läfut But otherwise everything is wonderful and also very fast, despite my only 2 GB of RAM, but thanks to Jessy I get next weekend again 2 GB of RAM and then gets really funny: D

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three witches!

Lesson 1
Three witches watch three Swatch watches on. Which witch watch which Swatch Clock?

Translate into English

Three witches watch three swatch watches. Which witch watch Which swatch watch?

Got it? Then

Lesson 2
Three switched witches watch three Swatch watch switches. Which switched witch watch which Swatch watch switch?

Translate into English

Three switched witches watch three Swatch watch switches. Which switched witch watch Swatch watch Which switch?

still all right?, Then, here comes the kick

Lesson 3
Three swiss witch-bitches, to be gender-transformed want, wish to watch three swiss Swatch watch switches. Which swiss witch-bitch which wishes to be a gender-converted, wants, which Swiss Swatch watch switch to look at?

Translate into English

Three swiss witch-bitches, Which wished to be switched swiss witch-bitches, wish to watch three swiss Swatch watch switches. Which swiss witch-bitch Which wishes to be a switched swiss witch-bitch, wishes to watch Which swiss Swatch watch switch?

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lina_ame @ 2009-10-02T22:20:00

And suddenly we were in one of the autumn rainy streets of St. Petersburg, in a narrow alley between the old houses, too soon grown old, like, gray-haired poets feigned, soft in the slumbered to rain from the leaves and water. It is somewhere between autumn and May, we, like our 30-second paradise. And if

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J00G

or in other words: Acute nasopharyngitis [common cold]

plage me this I now have around since last week Friday. I thought at first ) I'm pretty sick during the weekend and Monday back in shape, oh what a nice workers, I just am. Sorry, was not the case. Monday am I then verrotzt total to the doctor, the only times I krankschriben then until today.

improvement?

not in sight. Well ne small. At least I can walk again without me somewhere to hold all 2m;)

So I'm back again this morning and was greeted with the nice words, "Oh well you still look so so bad!" Yes, please, that's what you want to hear at 8 am at the doctor ^ ^

Well now I am still on sick leave until the end of the week and will keep me calm and warm, inhale, sage Bonschis food, drink lots of tea, rinse the nose with saline solution and yes rest rest rest. Today, my father brought me elderberry juice and apples from the garden: D Well it safe climb.

Oh and another thing endlihc after a month delay is my last high board arrived. Now the only thing missing pictures and my living room is only to be, in order: D

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This here is the supporting film, which we have seen in "top" and once again a masterpiece and really great: D

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last Thursday

So finally is Thursday and I can get on the train and the wegdüsen WE;)

last a long weekend and go away: D Then I am looking forward for 3 weeks and hence the countdown;)

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lina_ame @ 2009-09-16T22:17:00

.
It seems to me to be an eternity ago that I have something or someone as missing. At that time I was 10, and one fine day I suddenly realized is that my life I have at that time in my home town - the street, the apartment, my room - everything - is gone . So suddenly and irrevocably. Disappeared, I gave up everything without being asked without have had a choice. The feeling of pain, loss, nostalgia - it was the strongest thing I've ever felt it ströhmte through me, raced through my body up to the level Fingersptizen, stunned every other feeling.
Last night I experienced the same thing. Only ten times stronger. It is the realization that nothing will be as it once was, that nothing is to get more zuück, nothing must be re-experienced, young, not even for a moment. covered the realization that all is lost, in ruin, decay into dust, our little room with the dust of the old memories and dreams, locked the shutters firmly on the floor quitschenden my little footprints I every night and every Day in the dream leave fade. I go every night and day dream back then, rummage through our linen, our pictures, our common cause, to discover that little of your scent to inhale, to lay smashed in my mind to save. As if it would bring something.
I did not know what to say when we meet, when we would talk. Whether I apologize once again, must say if I may, that I've missed you, if I may say that I missed you. If I may say that I regret nothing - not the separation. The fact that I learned from my mistakes that you have means everything to me. The fact that this little life that we lived together, the best was what had happened to each. I just knew I would feel nothing. It was only in retrospect.
I did not know how you have lived the last months. I do not know what to ask. How you're doing, what you drift so whether your life is back on track, how is your mother, I miss you and your apartment, and soon is Halloween, I honestly do not know what to say.
I would not know what to think when I see you every day. My inside contracts and pushes me a sticky bitterness in the joints. Half a structured life, I now throw away the should not be more into tears, every time shock when I click on things when I put my room on my head, I should be let go. But I have no right to do so. All that I feel now, have I earned. I know just do not know how I will explain everything, because words are banal and expressionless, I could not say a word of all this, because pain is a privilege that I am not allowed. I would not, because I do not know how you would record it.

And when you said you've lost so much for me because you wanted to be alone, I knew nothing more.
Seems like everything you've given up, is basically in vain, a waste of time for someone to give your time just a little color. I have not thought out, those were your words. So I insisted in vain that we were not fake. We were still a. Fake.


As banal as it may sound. But no, not important.

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given I would say nothing;)

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Only 7 to Thursday is finally on the train and I can rush the south: D

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Ten

Yesterday we Inglorious Bastards looked and I must say that I was extremely impressed by the film and found it very very well. With Brad Pitt, Christoph Waltz was played easily on the wall and I really hope that they nominate the Waltz for NEN Oscar, because he would have deserved it!

And now I start my little countdown time: P

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"Time is too precious to waste
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"

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spontaneity

Sometimes you just be spontaneous and do crazy things: D

If someone wants'd write me so interested in what you was the Sponat-craziest thing you've done once;)

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lina_ame @ 2009-07-25T02:08:00

When you have chosen the day when you came into the world, it was rainy
? Yes, that was it.
The cobblestones of the bridges was black and shiny, as you rain from heaven you were the drizzling rain, you've covered the single cell of the air, an element, an infection that covered the city with a water fog, rain in the early afternoon nap. It was the time after breakfast. The sky was obscured by solid, powder blue clouds, like a cork in a glass bottle in which the city seemed to be sitting there, solid. The high-rise areas, the skyscrapers rose up high in the clouds, they seemed to achieve. The old city had to be put back 100 years, the wet darkness crept into the narrow streets between the ancient stones of the houses. The outlines of the towers and Roofs on the blue-gray background of the sky reminiscent of the city, as represented in films about the industrial revolution. So unapproachable to leave, slowly degenerate. And you
rained continuously, in fine droplets. The water remained in the hair, the eyelashes, as if time stands still and the water is not moving. Everything seemed to be frozen. Only you have, you picked the right day.
And dreaming of better-defined locations, times, better choice. Your home is darker than the sky outside, plunged into the gray-blue light, the curtains do not dare to entrust themselves to the wind, the air is still. The air smells of rain. Of wet asphalt, for cars and of wet, rotting leaves. As is fitting for October is, you're dreaming. Your lungs faded without nicotine and tar, your hair falls in soft dark streaks on your perfect face, your cool skin like porcelain. Your eyelashes in the thick of sleep Bläuligkeit submerged. Your long fingers gently caress the neurotic poppies in the fields of Morpheus, on the fields of the sky is turquoise, the air is thin and clear. Soon you sink to the seabed, where the possible Sun only be a spot on the depth of the water is blue, you, on the soft sand of the sea floor.

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lina_ame @ 2009-07-24T02:42:00

Hello, my darling, I want to give you something on the road.
Wherever. I hope you are you sure you want me,
nichtsnützige a lesbian woman with a broken spine,
Listen to me, I'm broken, can not love, can not breathe
, higher r me. I'm a fucking heartbreaker, empty,
heartless, soulless, I will swallow you, as I have with him
have done well, can we believe it, everyone. And tell me,
are you sure that you do not believe will? I was never
a heartbreaker, not more than a shell, a vessel that is
fill with the shit that comes from his heart, does.
And listen to me, I will always look into the distance,
always be lonely, just like you come forward to speak of love?
know And you know what, I should be right. He, she, all of them, as long as I
only look into your eyes, may I'm going to feel safe, as
on the ocean floor, where crawl through the turquoise depths of the cold
sunspot tried. You are my Water. My
sea. I will make you happy. be a better person.
for you. Although you have no idea about me. Although I am
broken, empty, nichtsnützig, yet you say that you love me. How could I ever disappoint
something ... I am straightforward and
be close. Honest. Easy care.

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lina_ame @ 2009-06-29T21:24:00

I ran her lips along your neck, your fingers, your eyelids, your lips. You were so close, not so close as in reality, but more sensual than ever. Pure desire, energy, making you burn slowly, do not let go. Such was the dream. What did you do? Sweet things.

What is now between us, we will ever forget, has what it has not given? Like a Zunamiwelle it breaks on me, scratching at my innards, I gutted out, leaving the sadness. And I implore the world, do something, goes away to prevent it, I'll just morbid and eagerly vegetate in front of me, it's too much time. And I know you will forget me. For you, for the people I am too insignificant to get involved with me. There were so few, you're one of them? If so, you'll be as obsessed as the others.
Is it love? It bordered on obsession, pure, pure obsession, where no thought is wasted on something different at you. You're damn special, burn me with your eyes, makes me melt slowly. And I'm so damn helpless, powerless delivered, no, not you, that feeling, I could smash the wall. A little of the precious time, then you're gone. And I will unify with the quiet time to run down together with it the window panes as Tröfchen of breath and humidity to evaporate, the endless cycle of liquid that is waiting for something. Until the circuit is interrupted, until you return back again. Infinite time. And then there is the sea, Spain. I know how is the desire on the Mediterranean, that is intolerable. I will send you my greetings with air mail, because for everything I do not trust me. You are too diffuse to make the first step, I'm damn confused and delivered. Like a lamb to a wolf is delivered. And you are about the only voltage that drives the wolf and the lamb. The longing, the desire snapping at the air before making the leap to me to devour final. I will burn. Before you return before you forget me.
But maybe I will forget you lose myself in Afären and romances, I wish it will happen. I want to fuck you out of my head, so you stop being exestieren it, or I do not believe this shit from 6 weeks. Through endless cigarettes and sleepless hours, I just want to you. To be in your area. For without you I'm condemned to longing. You do not know, but I've been through it and was sucked out how. I want you. Now. Assurance from you. I can do nothing more than to snap at your nearby such as for air. But so deep beneath the cold blue time my silent screams are just air bubbles. Delivered. Lost. Damn.

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lina_ame @ 2009-06-22T23:28:00

The light flickers on. You lie on the Asphlat. Not so much drinking Jackie. You know, your fate will suck.
you lie .. On the asphalt. You love. Frankly, in love with those eyes. The double star could make you sick. Each einzellne train at L & M. Each einzellne \u0026lt;-xTaste. Could take you to the extravagance of the feelings of the toilet bowl. Do you puke?
you love. Sincere. You want him. I attempt to bring it to silence. Up. So, are because of him but you alone. Sing. Sounds cool, eh? But he will not even respond. Do you have to throw up now?
you are lonely, but nobody cares a shit. You made final, you must not suffer. This role is awarded to your ex. You were so proud to lead such a long relationship. No, it was not a fake. Now it has become matter. You do not know what you write, do not take care of everything your poems, you were not awesome? You have discarded them all. You were nobody. A love that will never exist. In the dream, you sleep with your best friend as bitter. And if you divots in the wall, you feel nothing but emptiness. Throbbing emptiness, and you you want to tear the heart, only to no longer have to listen to beat what you want? Love? Sex? You get both. Ab Because it's you, the Little Jackie. You dream you you daydream in masses, but none is true, why? Because you're different gepohlt.
I am now writing this message to you so that you can tomorrow be ashamed of yourself. Or laugh. You are fucking crush. And yet you scratch any more. Emotional cripples.

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lina_ame @ 2009-06-01T14:00:00

unbearable. You unicellular einzellne every second, I can feel on the skin. Follow the sleepless night and the waiting. I'm waiting for those who will never come. You, get me out of here, just for a minute. The time runs too slow, the hysteria comes in waves, my face divided by two small rivers, but you, who would you save me, before the meaningless flow of time, do not even know that I you think. I keep thinking of you. I'm getting crazy. Because the time until we meet again, is dead. She died the moment I was delivered to you and your eyes. Irrevocable. You is dead, floats between the dust grains in the dead sun. Damn, why do you miss me so?

There are only a half day and the night and another day and a night. But time is dead and viscous, slowly rotting, and the only refuge is that of my thoughts, I'm thinking of something, something with you, and I forget myself and everything around them. And watch 'Cash Back', it would be pleasing to you.

But you live your own life in which I will never have a speck of space. Only for brief moments of time, which is still alive. How long it probably is, until I stop to become mad because of you ...

It's just that damn time ...

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. holding your eyes stand your charming eyes. I have never seen such beautiful eyes.
It is not fair, but we do it unintentionally. Deliberately, but accidentally. People, weak as we are weak our self, to compose herself to speak, not to solve the view. Impossible, and I laugh at my own stupidity to have admitted the only thought that I would be more. More than just a man in the power of the city. I wanted to find this for you a star. I did not go unnoticed. Is it stupidity, I looked up something? Your look, your eyes, I could lose myself in it.
pass is how everything goes. I will have to grow up, perhaps only to prove to the world, the people, you think I can let go of my dreams. That I may lose everything I have. And now, I only have your views. Love, and if that's what I do not have overlooked and ignored, they will pass away. You'll do not remember because I'm just one of many. Of the many children who dare to still run by the große_weite_Welt in infancy. Inattentive, lost for an eternity, you're still such a child. Your look betrays you. It's so wonderful to see you in the eye. Not because I am forgiven, not because I know how fragile my love, not because I'm always alone and wait - just because you have such beautiful eyes. And because you're talking nonsense. Like so many.
Crazy, but you never know who you are before added. I do not know. You? .. We'll see I can rock stars and only looking, not because the stupid girls are already taken, and forget the guys with the most amazing eyes so fast. Sun Fast.
you will see. I will see.
Thank you, that we are bound together.

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lina_ame @ 2009-05-10T21:59:00

I walk through the city and leave the view through the crowd flitting, maybe you're somewhere out here. Since you're gone, I wait, as I have time to wait for Remi, full of longing and sorrow, and every time I think, a sign of having noticed a breath, My heart races. I miss you. In spite of everything.

... As if you've broken up. So suddenly. I told you often accused you were so little for me, for me, around me. But you were always there. You came to me. You had it all, Lani, Lena, but you came to me. No idea why. What a big help, I was never for someone, but you always have the stars shine brighter by you were just there. You knocked on my window, and the night could be done suddenly warmer, have you lit your cigarette, turned off the switch of the superfluous. You were just there. And I have something better to feel useful. Something safer. Summer.


I walk through life and look for a sign of life. It seems to me you never get back. And when I listen through the window into the night air, I'm just waiting for you to stand outside my window. I play your song, and try to make it better. I'm afraid. That you never again appear and disappear. Perhaps it feels as if one dies, but if so, I would bemoan thee forever, do not believe it, I would expect you always. Your coffee would always be there, I'll stay there forever. To listen again, you're still here. That you're not.

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lina_ame @ 2009-03-18T19:38:00

The days crawl by, I see the hopelessness, and whisper, it would be soon all right. She will love you, they will respect you, you will have the best friends, they say, but I know - there is never a place in her heart for me, I know it must just learn to deal with it. I need to learn, yes, but it's not. If I see them, you blow me all the fuses, and then I would prefer to go away far away. But what we have of the red-haired Madonna learned? - Do not run away. Although I do not think any would do such a rebellion drum. It is also just happened because it started two and the others have felt obliged to do something to relieve their conscience. But in the end they had to even deal with it. We were only minor roles in the play, as it does on us.
It is terrible to know so much. No, it is not so much, but it is enough to crack the magic of human nature, the magic of the sky, the phenomena that used to have one so enchanted. The air is full of sunlight and the flowering and maturing plants, It's not magic, it's just the refraction of light at sunset, no colors, God has knocked carelessly, as he stroked his dining room - or was it perhaps the young angels? But my imagination is not kapputgemacht of knowledge about the world, there are only the dreams, the hopes. Knowledge is a nullity as compared to the young soul. I can give her the guilt that I love them, but ultimately I'm the one who loves, and I know it will happen, it must be done just a little, and I will come to them even off . Unfortunately, I am a jealous, envious, selfish Creature, but if I can change if it helps to get a seat next to her - I would do it. Without looking back, without complaining, I would do anything for them. And here is little in it, what makes me so sick, its not cold, do not reject their nature, it reaches only the sight, as you glide through the dreams of the lashes when she sleeps. It is the manner in which she sees the world, their sense of justice, for love, complete for the little things that she sees the world differently than I do, and if our sense of dignity something is somewhere overlaps, there appears someone, and directs it away from me. I can not do anything, just look away.
One day I hate them like nothing on earth, and then I can not get enough of their attention. No, I do not need much. Just a feeling that she needs me. I would do anything. You cut a piece out of the sky in his blue shades, so it can hang on the wall, collect their stars from the sky so that it can equip them with the blanket in her room. But probably all that is not needed. And the only all my love, my heart and my soul, all I can give her - so she simply only stored and dusting from time to time, but she already has enough in its collection.
feel the moment I am pretty much out of life taken by, and wait for better times. Whether it takes a long time, and what it means, I do not know. As probably the good times be?

Western Wedding Wording

lina_ame @ 2009-03-12T01:08:00

"I want to go away and look for the summer. »

people. All around, flow past me, through me. It is often difficult to appear among them, and each new day begins with an inner struggle - I have a choice. Durchströhmen you leave - or to dive under them.
Each day begins in cotton candy clouds, sunrise in transparent, so thin and soft, and the cold can flourish my senses. And then we go: So many new people. New to me, I do not know what to think. Try to let it flow through me, and let it clear, pure water for me to be, yet so much is in them, you can never know in life, see, omit, this is one of them if you have a fine day is just a look into the eyes of one of them to break. Sometimes it is the chocolate curls girl the other day Peroxidqueen. And then He is there, and it's enough to last forever, simply because He is there because He gives me comfort when I threaten to break up the eyes of others. No, I can do it even, over and over again, and then I go home and get out the Bastelklebertube to get back to me again. see so many attempts to understand each einzellne, easy, to look to see what they are. I do not understand at all why people take me so easily upset. No, I do not hate you. I just do not understand if I am only weak or sensitive. And I want nothing more than just .... Well, remain a child. I will take responsibility, and bring something about, to eventually be proud of themselves can, I want to do my thing, but remain a child. It's enough for me to have people around me, even if they do not take me seriously, even if they are false and hypocritical, because they give me the assurance that it will always be such that at least something is changing - namely the constant flow around and through. So it will be - and I enjoy it invisible, to be insignificant among them.

Vicodin Before A Tattoo

lina_ame @ 2009-02-18T18:13:00

... Dreams. Hopes. Love. Nearby. Posted
, transcribed, lost.
As I sat there last night, between the candles, not that was my first attempt to create something, a force that could help me. But again I could not ask for me. Just as there are no free wall in this room, so there is no free space in my heart to myself. It's all about friends ... Family, love, hope, intimacy, dreams.
When she had asked me only then I realized - yes, I had to give up what to write. One love.

And this morning when the sun tried to durchzuzwingen through the frosty pink this morning as it seemed to me as if I had dreamed it all. As if it had always been people who love me and care about me, people who are near me is important. People who need me. And only when it is purely flowed through the blinds, because I realized - I have to answer for everything myself.
A man needs nearby. Especially if it hurt, betrayed, destroyed. And there are friends who help him, help him cope with the pain. You are the one there.
But time passes. And gradually they turn away from him. Because you can not surround a sufferer for ever. People continue to live their lives. And he ... He remains alone. He could heal his wounds, bury the pain and continue to live with his friends. But he begins to sprinkle salt on the wounds, and does not understand that an injured person can be used by anyone. Eventually the time comes, and he throws everything, all attempts to regain the closeness of loved ones, and gives up.
Sometimes happens something else: Some have found something. One love. And he goes on an expedition he brobeirt, searching, finding, continues. And often he gets on the wrong track. And that friends are for. To rauszuhelfen. But often they fail. Or they forget to give. Then the usual, pain, struggle. Ultimately is to everybody who has been abandoned.

I fought. Long, but the time is not important. I almost lost my friend to recover just a friend. Funny, as long as I can stand still. And then I have played and seen taped friendship. Whether such a thing are like minded, solid friendship? I am worth something? Worthy?

Sometimes, as I wish I could go away. Elsewhere, out on the discovery, on travel. In order to figure out whether I am worthy to have friends who need me. Love me, really. With whom I can share everything, and what's more important - and I can do anything. Those who accept me and my love. Would not hold me here, I would go with the first warm day. I used to think, not a life as Einzellgänger is bad, but then I met Frank, Finja, Tess, Ksenja, Jennifer, Johnny, Alexei ... And saw how wonderful people are, I wanted to do everything. At first unconsciously. But then she came, the girl with curls and a heart that carries them to himself, dreamily so vulnerable, so. And then I knew what I want. I could give everything. But only I would have. I have seen that there is no point in chasing someone, which I'm going to the mind, with my friends. Although I am for something not even capable. Copied abandoned. I will not be violated. I will go out and injure or unnerve anyone.
And the worst thing is that I am doing my own suffering. It is disgusting and false. If I had to answer something, I should be to stand there and not complain. But it's damn hard. I have squandered my chance.
Right now everything is irrelevant, I will look new. Knowledge, love, dreams. I will strive for accuracy and reliability and responsibility. I'll be back live quiet lives, and hope quietly to myself that something happened - that I find friends. Friends. Maybe I am lovable and capable of friendship, maybe I will still be needed.

Relocation Cruises 2010

lina_ame @ 2009-01-08T22:26:00

When you awaken in the morning, you
cleans the teeth you intended,
annoyed with a few annoying pimples on your
sweet nose, go into the
kitchen to make you and your little sister
school bread, for you please without sausage,
drink, read the newspaper, go
out of the house, probably take your bike and
Fäh to the station, put a few determined
sleepy students on their eating,
and meet your lovely friends, laughing and looking forward you
with them because they love you, and you love it
.
If you wake up in the morning, what do you think
then? I have no idea because I have
you never asked, and you would nue
with me talking about it.

If you stand in the breaks at the other,
them laugh and times you lie down, laugh it
about you, but not because they gleefully
, but because they love you. You go often
past me without noticing me, and I look
behind you, while I my lungs
rape. Then you go to class, we see
us and exchanged a few words, but you know
not know what you should talk to me, and I just want you
only view. In class
I listen, as you listen and you are bored, and
then I will tell you any shit, just because I like to
would speak with you - just talk, listen
your voice, your attention getting
No Mo RIGHTS. After school, we say goodbye
often not - I think it's unnecessary, because it hurts.
I'm damn jealous of those who
go with you to your city, which you then 'goodbye'
may say, get your loving gaze.
What do you think when you go home again?
I have no idea, your thoughts laid
versiegeld under the curls, as the corpse wind
under the green roof of the sunniest deepest forest.
What do you think when you take your loved one in the arm? could
I was so happy for you that I draw. When the waves
the name written in the sand washed into the sea
, what have you been thinking? And that seems
Yesterday a story to be, but you never talk over yesterday, or the
of today - not so with me, probably it should be. But you do not see that I
burn slowly, why do you not understand that I may TRACE
nowhere, I will weaker every time.
Every morning I think I'm gonna say anything,
and every night I want to die because I have a word too much said, but
a word would be a word too much. That I look at you
, will be there for you, but your ignorance is
me a bit too much, I feel so ready, because I will
can not leave them alone, I should damal do in summer,
but I was again too weak, then I will die,
think not about to you, I hate you for it
you exist, that I must see you every day. Your sadness.
Seems as though if I would not give more, you were
a little bit happier. But your life has nothing to do with me
, I find no place for me in it because it
none. Maybe you can print it otherwise, perhaps one should say
simply nothing, but you can understand, then,
that I can not do without you? I can not bear to see you
and understand that I do not purely belong to your life
. But perhaps you would be happier if
would give me for you. And I hope that if it
micht no more, that you still can remember me.


If you read it, do not call me, I do not say a word,
forget me and ... Please be happy, but I burn. Verbally. .